To clarify this a bit, I was at the mall with Brooklyn and to try and keep her entertained for a bit i handed her my phone to play games, so I thought apparently she was blogging. Perhaps it was her suttle way to tell me to get on it and get caught up with the blog already 2012 is just around the corner.
So here we are 3 days before Christmas, no I have not finished shopping and and the In Laws are in town to celebrate Christmas. I am hoping before the end of the year to get caught up with the past 6 months for now here is a breif summary of what has been going on and my lack of motivation. Many of you know we have been trying to have another baby for 1 1/2 yrs now, been doing all the doctors say Danny was tested I have been somewhat tested and am on the first steps of Fertility meds (AKA CRAZY Pills) the first round not so bad the 2nd round emotional, angry, hot flashes, moody, happy, sticky sweaty hot flashes, emotional, you get the picture. Now as my Christmas gift I get to take yet a 3rd round of hormones induced craziness. I have for the past week been pretty sensitive and emotional, for example reading a few short stories out of the Childrens Friend Magazine to Brooklyn couldn't hardly get through each story without crying, movies, just thinking etc...
Other than feeling crummy because of being on my period the emotions I have been feeling mostly from being over the whole process of trying to have another baby has taken over and making it harder to get in the true holiday spirit, so to help me I have decided that I first need to Pray for some guidance and encouragement, second gonna spend some alone time with Danny and finish shopping, third continue to look at the beautiful baby girl I have and be even more grateful and humble that I have her in my life and in our family. She is truly a blessing in our lives, I could not love or thank her for joining our family and lastly thank my husband for all his support and being there to hold me when the tears start flowing or I just need a hug to get through the next moment.
Now that I am in tears again just typing this and I have shared more information than you ever care to know, I thank each of you in my life that love and care for me and my family. I really truly am appreciative of each of you and love you. thank you fro just listening sometimes it is easier to just write it down then to talk about it.
I hope you all have a very Merry Christmas and a happy New Year!!!
Much Love XOXO
Shan
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So here we are 3 days before Christmas, no I have not finished shopping and and the In Laws are in town to celebrate Christmas. I am hoping before the end of the year to get caught up with the past 6 months for now here is a breif summary of what has been going on and my lack of motivation. Many of you know we have been trying to have another baby for 1 1/2 yrs now, been doing all the doctors say Danny was tested I have been somewhat tested and am on the first steps of Fertility meds (AKA CRAZY Pills) the first round not so bad the 2nd round emotional, angry, hot flashes, moody, happy, sticky sweaty hot flashes, emotional, you get the picture. Now as my Christmas gift I get to take yet a 3rd round of hormones induced craziness. I have for the past week been pretty sensitive and emotional, for example reading a few short stories out of the Childrens Friend Magazine to Brooklyn couldn't hardly get through each story without crying, movies, just thinking etc...
Other than feeling crummy because of being on my period the emotions I have been feeling mostly from being over the whole process of trying to have another baby has taken over and making it harder to get in the true holiday spirit, so to help me I have decided that I first need to Pray for some guidance and encouragement, second gonna spend some alone time with Danny and finish shopping, third continue to look at the beautiful baby girl I have and be even more grateful and humble that I have her in my life and in our family. She is truly a blessing in our lives, I could not love or thank her for joining our family and lastly thank my husband for all his support and being there to hold me when the tears start flowing or I just need a hug to get through the next moment.
Now that I am in tears again just typing this and I have shared more information than you ever care to know, I thank each of you in my life that love and care for me and my family. I really truly am appreciative of each of you and love you. thank you fro just listening sometimes it is easier to just write it down then to talk about it.
I hope you all have a very Merry Christmas and a happy New Year!!!
Much Love XOXO
Shan
Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4
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Your blog is cute and your Christmas Card was SO beautiful! Thank you for sending one to me:)
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